hey hey hey~~~

hey hey hey wanna to write blog.....

long time no write my blog....

well well well~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

i at here wanna intro all my friend but all my friend very friendly , but i just know a new friend name call nik zaii zai she funny and playfull.....but she very young 17 years old...hahah young then me many year lorh...wakao....oh yeah , now become our one team friend^^haiz...................why all friend d feeling so curious....u like me i like u , i like u , u like me ........very curious....become crazy^^ why why why arh? i also blur blur all of them the feeling wakakakaka but anyway time will be go on...wakkaka^^ okie larh i reli nothing wanna type d feeling on now coz very tired....one day at outside yerterday 9 /4/2011 we go out one day liao...syok till tired no money T.T haiz...lagi kesian.....><

hello all my friends

aha~~ long time no write blogger here wahahaha since have half year oledi i din write but very lazy wanna write ahahaha , i see back my blog funny too....now aday i study in SSTC, finnaly im study here.....but i study Computer System Technician , but nothing 2 do in class everyday....boring also look as like same with at home...but here okie okie have new friend have old friend hahah^^ mostly here many boys....depend on MasterSkill there many girl , just only me at here one tb....:) most of them malay ppl more many chinese ppl i see just not many wakakaka^^ any way i have many malay friend but they are nice 2 me , i also okie okie not that to me , some time just only me boring duno what can do ...>< i miss my laopo ....jin jin now a day jin jin laopo accompany in my life and fill in my heart blank that is her...only her can take k me ,i take k her,aha but sumtime she look like a kids sumtime she look like mature and serius on her job with family also seriuos..i will update blog for the long time in 1 week like these hahaha see more~~ my blog or chat with me in facebook oh yeah~~come come chat wif me ^^

17/5/2010-18/5/2010

yesterday and 2day yesterday so cold now i still cold also now is 3.12am i not yet sleep i oledi one day at outside waow i didnt have the feeling right now oledi, later morning need to go out with my friend xiao feng again, just now the car so shit , so hate , on the road of the road there rosak already waow that is my 1st time with my friend on the way road stop at the high way tim....waow reli is my 1st time Ohhh but im lucky my friend just we noe each other 6month friend they come to help us...i like them my lovely boy friend they my good bro....i also 1st time ask them to help me , they will help me thanks god...have a friend help me....my friend car reli wanna go in work shop later lurh haiz....need 2 go out again... so boring and tired in house also boring already...haiz....i reli look like an old human old ppl....all my friend also calling me to me and davina davincii there aiyoh....hahah but any way thanks for the worry about me and my friend they are sweet frend for me ^^ hope our friend have lucky on their feature...^^ nice to meet u all and miss u guys... i smoke shisha...im notty^^ but i very bad mood on yesterday haiz....:( i reli miss her miss the way to me, haiz

16/5/2010

today life in keningau, a place name call keningau, i very jealous when a tb touch her and she sit at the tb there but i can do what? she stil not mine.... im very care about her , today im very happy when i went to there and saw her went to KFCC is a place for the bus station there, today raining so havy but we run here and there aiyoh i gave them the ambrella they dunwan using haiz need i wear a cap to bring that to go on keep ran faster to the shop there haiyoh, today also went to kai ying house i pass the present to her , i duno what her feeling yah she look like no feeling just say dun make her shy wah...aiduh , i quarrel with her again, she wanna with her ex back i very angry im so hate her why she wanna 2gt back with her ex coz her ex treat her like that stil wanna go back with her ex oh? make me very upset but she just thinking of that and she always like to sleep sleep sleep sleep haiz....z x y dun sleep larh so much i know u 2day also tired thx for ur kind way to accompany us to ur place there keningau i love u and im will waiting for u in my life....im so caring about u......NOw is a second day now is 12.24 am a next day 17.5.2010 monday

爱不单行很刚我的心情

找不到人说 心里的寂寞
找不到人懂 怕黑的折磨
找不到命中注定 在一起的那个人
很多人都像我 一个人过生活

爱 只有简单笔画 却比想象复杂
恨安定爱变化
我爱过几个人 也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下
爱 是不可数的吗 为何我还相信
它不是独行侠
我在等一个人 在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕
用不完身边 泛滥的自由
开始怕孤单 是一种诅咒
羡慕我能飞的人 为何在天黑以后
还是宁愿回到 爱情那个枷锁
告诉我爱不单行相信它

歌词中的话题就是像我现在的心情

最后都还是一个人孤单的生活

心理什么人都没有爱人什么也没有，只有周围的人关心我

朋友也没有多少个了，最后也还是一个人的。。孤单，孤独的。。

心理还患串了毛病，还要去医治。。浪费了不少的时间还要等待时间两个月的时期。。。

24/3/2010

今天，我觉得很闷，世界快闷死了。。两个月后就去动手术了，真的讨厌。。我停了抽烟呵呵，也没有喝最爱的可乐了。。。真的很闷。。。：（

this is all my pic...

my hand so pain....
that time very pain...


in the hospital cant move my hand...
so hard to eat....